Have you ever discovered pure joy in the quiet moments of life, finding that in the stillness your true self emerges? My journey into the depths of solitude, and how it unlocked my passion for painting, is a testament to the transformation that awaits when we dare to stand alone with our thoughts. I'm thrilled to share with you a personal voyage of tapping into creative expression and the profound realizations that come with it. In this heartfelt conversation, we traverse the emotional landscape of embracing solitude to uncover our authentic selves. With each brushstroke of single flowers in surprising locales, I've come to understand the enormous personal power and purpose that surface when we face our fears and allow our intuitive guide to lead the way.
In the continuum of human progress, each of us plays a crucial role—our individual evolution propelling humanity forward. This episode is an invitation to release your innate qualities to the world, acknowledging that your unique contribution is vital for our collective advancement. It can be formidable to undertake this transformation alone, but I assure you, there is mentorship to help illuminate the path through uncertainty and fear. If you're feeling the pull toward this significant shift, know that your journey intertwines with the grand tapestry of human development. So, let's embark on this powerful exploration together, where embracing the individual journey becomes a shared stride toward a brighter future for all.
Hey everyone, I'm Angela, an intuitive and emotional mastery mentor for purpose-driven high achievers, to master your emotions and trust the power of your intuition so that you can create and have the resilience and unwavering confidence to become an impactful influencer, to create and leave a lasting legacy. Welcome to the impactful influencer podcast. Hello everyone, and thank you for joining me here at the influencer podcast. I'm Angela Blaha, your host, and today I want to talk to you about something a little bit different but yet still aligned with my voice and who I am. So this podcast is called Stand Alone and I want to tell you about some shifts that have been happening in my life. So I've been called to paint actually to painting and using my voice as an artist. My whole entire life I always wanted to be an artist, and so now I'm actually doing it as part of my soul's purpose. So I've been called to paint a series of single flowers. I never did really know in the beginning why I was drawn to paint these single flowers the ones that are in weird places, that you find in cracks on a sidewalk or something and I've learned over the years to just trust my intuition and to go with it, and so I started channeling these paintings and they seem to have these very different perspectives, like ideals, some type of activation. Usually I cannot express enough just how important this message is. Today, though, as I channel this message for everyone, it's really. And these paintings, it's really like the paintings are deep paintings and so this series to Stand Alone.
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I started to sort of dive deeper into that. And no one really wants to stand alone. Like you don't want to do this. None of us want to stand alone. It's lonely there. We have to actually do emotional work, spiritual work and logical thinking, and sometimes it's physical, it's visceral. Things have to leave the body, and so we have a ton of fear around this kind of thing, right, like none of us really want to do this. But what if we don't come out? I mean we have these fears, right. One of my biggest fears when I was young was that I couldn't go crazy this lifetime. Literally, I kept saying that to myself. I mean I might have been in sixth grade, fifth or sixth grade and I kept telling myself I can't go crazy this lifetime. And so when we do this deep work, right, like we have these giant fears, like if we don't come out, the other side changed, or doing better? Like what if we do worse? Like that's really, it's a real thing in our consciousness. You know, it's such a fearful thing to go deep into yourself, to literally stand alone and make them changes, the alignments, the calibrations, the recalibration sometimes that we have to do, but we can't actually do them with someone else, in a group, for example, we have to do them alone.
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So, as I was moved to follow this thread of ideas that come to me in these visions and dreams and channeling like I'm a pure channel, so you know it's easy for me to channel these kinds of things so I'm asking for the deeper meaning and the purpose for each one of these paintings that I paint, and this one didn't give me much information other than I was to paint a series of four and they were to be just these single flowers, like in the most weirdest places. Okay, fine, I can do that, right, I agree, I have finished two of them completely and I'm preparing for the other two, and then I receive a message that that it is a position that we have to be in in our lives sooner or later in order to find the truest parts of us as being humans. Now, we're not taught about this right, none of us are ever taught at some of the deepest, most magical work that we can do, the portions of us that are so deep and so awe-inspiring that it, you know, brings us completely to tears, like we don't realize. We don't realize that we have to stand alone in order to understand this part of our self, that no one can give this to us. We're not being saved by someone. You know. That's a whole thing in the consciousness, in the conscious field, that we actually have the power and the right because it's a right to do it ourselves and it's people are stealing our energy when we're not doing it ourselves and we're literally giving it away, like that's the worst part because we're literally giving it away.
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So it is literally the only way to know our most authentic self is to stand alone. I mean, that's the clear message for these paintings, for these series of paintings and for your message today To find that hue of color that you carry, that no one else carries. That's your sole essence. It cannot be done in a chaotic field of colors. It can only be done when you dive deep into yourself and you acknowledge that one hue, that one spectrum of color that only you carry, that only you have when you merge from this depth, when you come out of the depth, like ah, can you feel and sense it calling to you?
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But when you emerge from the depth, there is this most amazing and resound renewed sense of purpose and power, like the focus, like we're always looking and searching for, to be super focused, to be on purpose, to know our mission here. Right, but none of it can be achieved unless we go to this depth of who we are. And when you emerge you take on a whole different version of yourself. Like you look different, you definitely feel different, you transcend all the limitations of the past and you fully embrace your most divine essence. And it can only be done alone.
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What happens after you go to this depth? You emerge and you embrace your authentic self and you bloom into the most gosh, the most profound depth of grace, patience, confidence, like all the things you've always been yearning your whole entire life. You become that, you are that, this pure alignment, the sense of pure alignment and extreme focus that is always evolving, always evolving, like there's no boredom here in this continuous evolutionary period, being that unique signature that you truly are. This is what happens on the other side of standing alone. When you stand alone, you understand your purpose at a depth that you never, ever dreamed about. It goes literally beyond the human experience, and this is the place where real legacies are created. Real legacies are realized in this space and you release them to the world for the purpose of evolution of humanity.
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Can you, I want you to sit with that for a moment, like I really want you to let that penetrate within you, like this is to stand alone for the time that you need to, to go to the depths of who you are, find that hue, that ray, that thread that lives inside of you, that pulls at you constantly, to allow it to be acknowledged and released to the world.
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This is where the evolution of humanity can actually move forward. Without each one of us doing this, we're not evolutionizing and we are and you and I, the ones who listen to this we know that we're here for the evolution, like this is why we're here. So don't be afraid to stand alone. I've done it several times. If you are looking for a mentor to help you, stand alone, to help you know that you're not going crazy, that you know this is. There are routes to doing this, where we don't have to feel that fear or we move past the fear of it, reach out because evolution is upon us and I know that you're being called. I want to thank you so much for joining me here on the Impactful Influencer podcast. Please like, share and subscribe so that we can evolutionize the human race.